clara dear,im at home too..tryin to catch up on all my wk..n hopefully ward off the nightmares that had been hauntin mi fer the past few wks...i always dream of gettin retained...dunno why...sheesh...but i haf done nothing..........arhhh urgghhh
i realize that i had been ponnin pe...i hope they dun drag mi to make-up pes......hope hope...gp's tmr....good luck to the njcians..particularlly to a certain liu....

im officialli a korean fanatic..gosh winter sonata is damn good......the guy is distortedli perfect somehow...mvp lover isnt too bad..just that it is a gatherin of all the ugliest guys in taiwan..the plot is alright...they shld haf gotten jerry yen,nic tse n edison chen to act in it......den it ld b totalli perfect...
todae was one of the most lighthearted skooldaes i spent in nj....we were sittin in the canteen havin our 20 min break...i asked ronald whether he was skkipin skool tmr..since he was skippin gp...he said no..coz got hist...he had been muggin fer hist everysince...eversince....i dunno...den he suddenli said something horribli hilarious..."i tink i can sense an A comin" in a sort of ronald wayang way..i spit out the rice i was eatin...cant stand it..joyce ,ade,sis n i were terribli tickled by wat he said..."i can smell an A comin my way...my A.."i imitated him...cant stand....ah toot
oh ya...den todae ade had to spoil my mood again.dad brought mi to great wrld to buy the korean love songs compliation...the stoopid cd girl said "sold out"...threw a tantrum n poor dad had to drive mi all th way to orchard to buy the cd...thx dad...grin
den ade had to call mi n tell mi that shhe saw brian on the bus todae n her hand was 30cm away fr his...he's very tall...to her la..but im taller then ade wat..like 0.5 cm taller?abit the hairy arms la...but den wat to expect.....indian +caucasian..i tink...i hope..they were standin s-i-d-e by s-i-d-e...gosh...i was practicalli droolin....
another stoopid thing that happened todae was the sis actualli touched remus' hair....aiyo...touched gold ah...i wouldnt wash my hand ferever if i was her...so lucki..
im so sway..down on my luck...
yay!
not goin skool tmr...........
yipeee

i noe that todae in mid autumn...but how come no one is online...abit bored...

What Spooky Being are You?

stayed home todae.
felt so good, though i was quite wrorried abt missin math lec
.nvm.
n shulin had to sms mi to tell mi she saw BCH in the library
my oh my
if i haf wings, i would take them out n fly to nj lib immediateli
if im a power ranger,i will morph there straight away.
sigh...the things that liu wld do just to catch a glimpse of his broad shlders, his chisel face n that .....smile
sigh
i wish i had gone to skool

wah todae something out of the norm happened to mi in gp.
i-sat-alone.
i nv sit alone.
never never never.
so embarassin..like u got no frens...
at least i used to think so.
i was in that dun tok to mi dun touch mi mode todae.
so i went straight to gp n plonked down right at the end of the row.
(sihui)(shuwen)(sharon's bf)(weiquan)(daniel)____ _____ (liu)
i was right at the side n apparentli champagne noticed tt. she stared at mi fer a min,until the whole class begun starin at mi too.(i was sittin at the front).
she went "apparentli someone feels unsociable todae."n continued starin.
i went "huh?"..."ok"
n moved one seat to the left...leavin 1 comfortable seat btw mi n dan.
not my fault that i dun feel socialisin w the class.
but she's quiite sweet later. she came up to mi.."i was onli teasin u just now..."*smile*
i went "uh-uh...*y dun u just leave mi alone*....it's alright, i dun mrealli mind u disturbin mi..."
*i smiled sweetli to her*

haloo

haloo

DREAMER
(Submissive Introvert Abstract Feeler )


liu
Like just 11% of the population you are a DREAMER (SIAF)--reserved and imaginative. You are basically the shy, silent type. You don't have much interest in facts and figures or most of what's going on around you, but the internal worlds you build for yourself are rich and complex.

Luckily, your creativity and strong heart mean you have a deep personality evident to anyone who gets to know you. It's just that not many people do, because most everyone thinks you're a loser. Talk to yourself less, other people more, little shaver.

Old School Batman

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Mark your calendar or Palm V. You can expect to die on:


December 13, 2065
at the age of 79 years old.


On that date you will most likely die from:

Cancer (30%)
Alien Abduction (10%)
Heart Attack (8%)
Contagious Disease (7%)
Alcoholism (7%)
Drowning (7%)

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What dollar bill are you?
a random quiz by bethany

the Which van gogh painting are you? quiz by bethany

is my behaviour irritatin these few daes?

mo gosh..havent been online fer like 5 daes?
seems like a loong loong time.i tink i got alot of things to say...
ferst.......???
i fergot leh...oh ya todae mr benzie dio asked our class which genre of lit we like...drama, poetry or prose.y did i mention dis?i dunno
fer fun mebbe, oh he said that those ppl hu dun realli get depressed lots n dun realli think abt life..daedreams alot..sounds like liu? :) haf a huge internal landscape.
ha..so ppla dun get too depresed n stick ur head into the oven like sylvia plaths
i start to think doin poetry is way cooler than prose,esp modern poetry.
n i hate my chinese teacher...thinks that she acts cute..alot.she was tryin to sing the qOO song..in the little act cute way..haloo?she is alreadi in her earli thirtes...n she is tryin to act like she is 12...how come....irritatin
heard little dark moose's voice todae for the ferst time..wah so not nice.i was standin there in the canteen w ade.lydia n sis were sittin down at the table.someone gruffly said "eXcuse mi" i sat down to let him pass.he went past mi. I realize that moose was behaind mi all along. not cute not cute anymore.

it is 2.45pm.im home.
HOME.
i feel like im in sc again where i end at 1.40 daily.
WAS
brian ang n champange not in skool
so i had S.I.X free periods todae...a mondae
life is good

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i cried
my fear just overcame me when i was tokkin to nydia
nydia dear tried to cheer mi up
i tink i did at least fer a while anyway
after which i sank back to the depth of the black hole
i laid in comfort amongst all the arms grippin mi so hard that it almost hurt
but pain is esctacy
i rememebered the last time i cried was when i got back my prelims results.
i locked myself up in my rm the entire dae, cryin,throwin a little girl's tantrum.
i din even cry along w yvonne tan when she was so stresed out when studyin fer prelims n Os...
i remembered she would call mi a few times a nite..n cry every few nites...
sheesh n she got 8 fer both times..
no matter wat...im scared
coz there's no 2nd chance
not dis time.

i tink im mentally unstable,goin to b commited into a mental instituition soon.
remember me pls.send mi flowers.liu adored tulips..at least that was until the petals grew thorns,diggin into her flesh,spreadin the venom thru her blood.turnin her heart black.

Born from your carelessness
free from ignorance.
Yet caged by society.
She was made by you,
you've created your own enemy.
No shadows can follow you
enough.
Then the feelings turn to grey.
As they silently fall
I'm watching her scream.
Someday you will fall
and then you will see.
Covered, blinded by the grey
The world is going to be ours
someday.
Then maybe she will see.
Figure out what you have done.
Worse than a thousand
stabbing knives.
Seeing the red for her
will be fun.
For now you choke her
with shades of grey.

She tried to listen...
while watching and waiting.
for the knife to glisten
her back still sore
from last time.
And she's always the target,
vulnerable from naivity
Yet all she did was care
all they do is care.
This time will be different
said the girl.
They won't be like all the
others before.
And while she played with
all of her toys.
She had no idea,
what would come.
There was no way of knowing.
That it would all be broken.
Soon.
Someday.
Someday it will be different...
The girl consoled herself.
As the blood flowed down
her spine.
Someday, she said, for once
the other person
will be mine.
She cried herself to sleep
each day opening
a fresh wound.
Until the day she feared
the most came.
And it never got better.
But no one shed a tear.
For her things never were
happy again.
And everything because she was
vulnerable.
Vulnerable from navivity.

How Much of a Loner Are You?

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Which High School Label Do You Fit?

You look very, very stuck-up and you pay your way through a lot of things.

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You're a prep. You have a big group of friends, mainly other preps. You dress in current trends, but usually keep the same "style". You look very, very stuck-up and you pay your way through a lot of things. Bastard.


Which "Dead" Artist Are You?

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