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Sunday, September 08, 2002

i cried
my fear just overcame me when i was tokkin to nydia
nydia dear tried to cheer mi up
i tink i did at least fer a while anyway
after which i sank back to the depth of the black hole
i laid in comfort amongst all the arms grippin mi so hard that it almost hurt
but pain is esctacy
i rememebered the last time i cried was when i got back my prelims results.
i locked myself up in my rm the entire dae, cryin,throwin a little girl's tantrum.
i din even cry along w yvonne tan when she was so stresed out when studyin fer prelims n Os...
i remembered she would call mi a few times a nite..n cry every few nites...
sheesh n she got 8 fer both times..
no matter wat...im scared
coz there's no 2nd chance
not dis time.


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