Wednesday, April 30, 2003
i just cried again.i dunno wads wrong w me bt i seem to cry really really often these days...mebbe my life n myself is gettin to me finally.
my bro told me that im ugly.no, he din say it..he
told me straight in my face. n he made it a point that it is his mission in life to remind how ugly i m n how pretty the other girls r.imnot even fit to be called average, or a plain jane.no, im worse.im
ugly. There goes that word again...ugly...its weird that im actually struggling w this new 'phase' of my life that ppl actualli think that im ugly.i had always known that im plain,average...but never ugly.i tot the word would nv be used on me..my already low self esteem did not let me sink that low...however, i tink i hit a new low...perhaps even the nadir of my life, facin the fact that im ugly.i would nv be able to hold my head high anymore, not that it was held that high in the past.
swOllen at 7:55 AM
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Saturday, April 19, 2003
swOllen at 7:51 AM
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Sunday, April 06, 2003
swOllen at 9:57 AM
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