I have taken my boldest step ever.
Like what my friend said, she has done what she could.
The rest is up to me.
We shall see, shant we?

~in the free access lab, doing BAV~

projmate: Your bag looks expensive.
me: haha, nice?
projmate: yup. Does it cost more than $30?
me : (:/) um. ya?
projmate: So how much is it?
me: $120
projmate: wa. $120??? what brand is it?
me: warehouse
projmate: umm so is it branded?
me: well, its a brand i guess? (brrr)

projmate mutters something and goes on and on abt how a friend has a $200 bag and dares to carry it to school.

Of kushin bo and warehouse, i realise, alot of people have never heard of the two before. And that knowledge has created awkward silences.

I do not know what im talking about. But im tired.

Thank god for nian.

Clara believes in chance meetings
And Lynn believes in fate.
But if I allow myself to believe in that,
I would say that fate has it bad for me

What I yearn to see and meet, I only hear of people meeting him.
What traumatises me, I see day in, day out.

"Now that I've analyzed the situation, I realised I was him when I'm around my favourite guy. Call it karma or agree with my analysis. When you made yourself too available, too understanding and too easy to please, you risk being treated like shit. Human are sluts. There's nothing wrong with us, it's just the way we're constructed.

If you show the person you fancy a bit of heck care attitude, a bit of coolness and a bit of ambiguious intention. Will things turn out differently? I believe it might. Often, it is a very thin line... "