Mugging has gotten to my brain and rotted it.
Watching jin does his ero dance in the concert, and licking his lips has conjured up a sudden image.
Chow licking her lips and trying out the kawaii look and wink every few seconds at me.
:x
ko-waii
And how Shareen is the only one who can scare chow silly by grabbing her hand to caress her chin.
Yes, shareen grabbed chow and chow was so traumatised.

Good job jong, keep it up. ha

I have always been told not to leave room for regrets in life.
Of late, I have been thinking of a certain regret, a regret that's almost 2 years old.
A regret, that I think people will bash me for having it, coz its damn ridiculous.

A burberry bag is the regret.
I spotted it at a burberry factory outlet in LA.

Tagged at 200usd, I thought it was a lil ex, for its size anyway. Coz its small.
And when I say its a small bag, its really puny.

Fast-forward 2 years later, when I thought of the things I want to buy in Japan, and all the times I need a presentable handbag, I thought of that bag which could be mine for only 200.

I think the only way to bash down all those regrets, is to bring more money,
plus jk's credit card.

(muahaha)

Who said that every wish
Would be heard and answered
When wished on the morning starSomebody thought of that
And someone believed it
And look what it's done so far
What's so amazing
That keeps us star gazing
What so we think we might see

Jin is back!!!!
(And honestly, I din think he will be back at all, at least not so soon)
OMG.
=)
And his jingrish is still as scary as ever. =)))

*car-shrimp*

Now, maybe i can look forward to sitting next to him on the space mountain ride.

As said,

Ryo*Lip*Yamapi*Liu*JIN!!!

(sorry jk, u have to take the next boat.)

poem-reading calms my mind,
till someone let slip of things he shoulnt have said
specifically a very sensitive name
not once, but twice in a night.

"wa you are so fierce"

yes, im fierce. and get out of my fucking life.

No one has ever said its easy, but then no one has ever said its this difficult.

Perhaps its too much for me to handle.
Maybe im just not up to it.

Yes, this must be it.
If not, I wont have felt so stupid during my 3 years.

i really feel like withdrawing.

But i wonder, how long will it take, for me to get over the current one?

(since there wont be no more new targets)

I hope, it will be soon enough.
If not, i see u back in ntu next sem.

Heartbroken, before it even began.
Been through this cycle so many times, that i begin to feel weary.

I guess I wont have the strength to crush on another, for a long long time

Once bitten, twice shy. And I dare say I have been bitten once too many times.

No more.
Not anymore

the things i do, when im trapped at home.

Feeding Birdy kiwi with one hand, and munching on kiwi myself with the other.
Wiping my mouth with tissue, then wiping its beak with the same piece of tissue.

Compete, to see who wails the loudest. (currently, Birdy is in the lead)

Kissing Birdy goodnight(literally)
Let its licking black tongue roam about in my nostrils.

heh.

PSP.

many people will think PlayStation Portable

i will think its Public Sector Perspective.

=(
die.

wine + beer on a good friday afternoon.
3.12pm
blasting kat-tun singinglive
makes me feel that theres no worries in the world at all.

no pain no worries.
life is good =)

(that is before the neighbours complain)

put it on hold.
putitonholdputitonhold.

=(
(but i will)

so painfully obvious that even others can see it.
why not me?

i think i got bad karma, must be that i gossiped too much about others, and now its time for retribution.
bah

i find drummers damn sexy, esp when they are focused on the drums.
been thinking of a certain drummer.
maybe i will meet him in disneyland, where all the dreams come true, and everyone is always happy.

i need that happiness.

fuck. now i know whats called no one will come to my help.
its almost 10pm, my fucking presentation slides hasnt arrived in my fucking email.
they edited and edited. how to draft up my speech.
now i have to add new parts, WTF!!!!
and i cant find the fucking analyst reports coz the fucking thomson is down.
and u know who came to my rescue?
LYNN!! guess where lynn is ffrom??? SMU!
fuck ntu ppl,no.
i dont want to scold my friends.
fuck the 206 ppl, may the fucking tutor burn in hell.
fuck.