One more week to the next chapter of my life.
Im trying my best, to feel the excitment.

Somehow, i feel more tired instead.

I guess its tiring to be miss liu. And its even more tiring to be mr and mrs liu.

Thinking back on the demands i place on my parents, i feel ashamed of myself.

Parents are so giving. I have so much to live up to, i wonder if i can ever be as giving as them.

On Sunday,

Miss Liu woke up to find her parents leaving for taka. She pouted and took a huge bowl of lychee and sulked in front of the com ( She wanted to go to taka too but her parents were gone)

Her bro said shes supposed to stay home and keep him company.

30mins later, with the lychees gone, she decided to make a call to her mommy.

"Are u guys going to taka?"

"yup"

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHH"
*whines and wails at the same time*"

"we come back and pick u up?"

"eh, but arent u guys in taka?"

"nope, we havent entered the carpark yet"

"huhhhhh, donnntt waaanntt laaaa. u drive to and fro, so waste petrol and time le"
*sulks somemore*

*mommy passes the phone to daddy*

"we come back now, you wait for us at the lobby"

"huuuhhhh, dont want la. ma fan hor?"

"no la, you are my daughter le, how troublesome can it be?"


awwwww

Sometimes its the little gestures that really touched my heart, knowing how tired my dad is.
I think i really dont have what it takes to be a parent.
Selfless vs Selfish.