Exburence

That's the state I have been in since 11.33pm from last night onwards.

I cant believe I wanted to skip the convo ball.

One night, and I managed to take pictures with ex-crush turned into acquaintance, ex-crush turned into bitching buddy and ex-crush turned into crush again.

A night full of eye-candies. And my eye-candies appeared on stage so often, that I almost wish Im in the table of professors right in front.

And it was only last night, that i truly understand, I should not leave everything to fate.
I took the initiative

Hee.
In the ladies , a message was sent out "Still around? Take pic?"

Minutes later, ok, like moments later (all these were done during my pee-ing in the cubicle)
he called.

My bravery for the moment exchanged for me a few minutes of chat and a photo that is so precious.

(I did not even flinch when clara dropped my phone and it splintered into a few pieces. But if its the cam that's dropped, I think she wont have met her eyecandy for the night)


But i think the moments of exburence will turn into depression, unless something stops it and lead it to something else.

I think i have to initate again.

sian